About Me

In 1995 I met my husband on a blind date.We married three months later.We were so certain that our purposes could not be completed without each other and that God Himself had preordained our union. Because we loved each other so much we felt sure that we would die together. We knew it would be difficult for one to be left behind. As morbid as this may sound we ofter talked about it and truly believed we would be taken to Him together. Obviously, we completely missed God on this one. Apparently the Father of all things good thought it best that I continue this journey without Todd. The loss of my husband has been the most painful experience of my life, but it has brought many good things into my life as well. The purpose of this blog is to let you know that God cares for you, and He has a plan for your life that goes beyond the death of your loved one. I sincerely desire to help you as you travel along your own personal grief journey and share the good news that He longs to turn your ashes into beauty.

Sunday, October 24, 2010

I have often wondered who coined the word widow. Personally, the word brings to mind the image of a menacing, repulsive creature. I inwardly cringe each time I’m required to classify myself as married, single, divorced or widowed.
Isaiah 54 refers to widowhood as a reproach, but he also extends hope that at some point in our grief journey we will forget the shame of our widowhood . . . if we choose to. I don’t know about you, but I have embraced this Scripture tightly.
My husband died seven years ago, January 30. I not only deal with feelings of loneliness, but I find myself bombarded with shame for not having “moved on.” I encourage each of you not to fall into this trap of feeling pressured to fit a timeline. Remember each grief experience is as unique as the individual. Take your time, and know that one day you will come out on the other side of this pain and you will lay aside the shame of your widowhood!

3 comments:

  1. Hi Scarlett,
    This is a great beginning! I'd like to encourage you to post a picture of your book, and include a category about the book. It would increase sales and draw more readers in.

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  2. What a poignant story... I admire your strength!

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  3. Your well written blog brought back memories for me of years gone by.

    My 1st husband died 23 years ago, and I remarried 13 years later. I think about my 1st husband often, and the pain has subsided. Now, it is occasionally saddness when family happenings are going on, and he is not there to enjoy them.

    I never had a problem with the word "widow". When I went to church after he died, I sat in the back pews with the older ladies, who were widows. When I went to out of town family functions, I sat with the older family ladies who were widows. I liked hanging out with the older gals. They helped me with my grief by sharing their own grief, and their constant encouragement that "everything will be OK" and how "it will take time to heal."
    And for me, it did.

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